it's life?

mmp high school 0h was a wonderful year when my shaniquas all were together.
first day of high school at jpII campus i was looking forward to it,
strting fresh with a new year. Find it hard also ; i did not expect this much homework.Its kinda stressing me. at the play ground i dont know why i dont laugh as much any more is it because someone told me to act more mature or is it because the people i need by my side to be there with me? hard to tell. it was friday30th of january marielle and diane came to jpII campus i was soo happy its like it made me to look forward to the week end :L but listeningto roschelle sying, they dont belong at st marys they belong with us.. here at sac thats were they belong, i thought to my self, i was like omg your words .. such a small sentence yet soo meaningful --"
and yet three days to start the year off of schooling without them and my bestfreidn while she was at canada.i felt so lonly, felt like no one would laugh at my jokes now? im liek fine i'll just sit here on my phone or soemthing idk man its going to take time to recover and stuff.
and when marielle and diane visited JPII. I WAS SUPRISED I ACTUALLY SPOKE SO MUCH. compared at recess and lunch. sometimes i feel greey feeling sorry for my self but i actually do? eh im such a dick >< sorry guyys.!
i've noticed that i am very selfish i want everything, and yet i do okay buh idk i have to let things go sometimes because they want to go somewhere .eh that doesnt make sence ignore that.
i just want to say :( i miss them alredy when i see them i alredy miss them when there like right next to me :( eh.
i miss 10 shaniquas at sac
in the MIDDLE of the quad
laughing at everything
drinking slushies
bitching
homework in the library?
chess club thingo euww nerd lol nah kids idk how to play i only went in there to get a year book photo mwhahaa :L and yeah im bord atm and im scared
i know i'll make through life without them :L ROFL and yeah
think happy :D
regie <3 shaniqua
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