wow..

Since i have not used my blogspot ever since like last year or something, ive been blogging well i blogged about my 'first love'lol its freaky... just reading about what he has done for me.. is NOTHING.... compared to what Ian had made me feel... i dont know i feel like im proud of having him as a boyfriend... well an ex now.. i know our relationship was pretty secret due to the religion wise... now that it's over... its kidna obvious all the post is about him... so yeah....